Have you ever stopped and wondered

what if

what if I stayed

what if I just took a leap of faith

what if I can never love another way I love him

what if we were meant to be

would it be different

would it just be him and me

or

what if I was not meant to stay

what if this is not where I am meant to be

what if the love we share is nothing more then lust

what if we were never meant to be

would it be different

would it just be me

I have stayed when I was meant to go

and I have gone when I was meant to stay

but this time it was not me

who went or stayed

so now I am left to always wonder

what if

what if I only flew across that sea

in the arms of the one my heart desires

what if I made him see

what he truly meant to me

what if I opened my heart completely

and loved him without doubts and fears

what if he and I were truly meant to be

would it be different

would it be him and me

or

would it be the same

and only be me