Lying in bed, my eyes closed.
You are the first thought that enters my mind
The kisses we shared made me feel special
Holding me in your arms made me feel safe
Your caresses made me feel wanted
Looking into my eyes, I felt loved
It was real for me, was it real for you?

I felt so lucky to have you, a man that loves me as much as I love him.
At least that’s what I thought.
What we had was great, it was special.
You have no idea, how much I was there for you
All those times you didn’t come to see me
I understood, because I loved you
It was real for me

Toward the end, was it all worth it?
Waiting to hear from you, getting silence in return
All the tears I spared, because of you
The pain in my heart, feeling you pulling away

I willingly gave you my heart, I trusted you.
What did you give me in return?
I’m left with nothing but dried up tears and a broken heart
That’s the most real thing of all