she died this
morning, her
bony little hands clutching
her pigeon chest, a look
almost of relief on her tiny
face.
sitting upright
on the hard chair
he feels a cold black
thrill, like the Nazi he is.
what will he do
now?
he's not used to being
alone.
he goes upstairs where the Body
lies,
his mouth twisting into a
maelstrom
of rage
as he mutters a curse on those
merciful spirits who have
taken her from him.
he'd kill her again if he could; if
only it were
possible
to kill her again and again, to see
that look of
helplessness
in her eyes he had seen so often
when he had held her in his
arms like something
stillborn
and hurt her so much.
he breaks down and clutches her,
cold as a snowflake,
stiff as a tree root, as
frail as a sparrow's
egg.
Then suddenly he lets her gentle
body fall from his
hands, “The children,” he mutters through a
smile, “Yes, the
children.”