What is this sadness, this pain in my chest?
It feels deep and not something that will fade.
It started a day or two ago.
Or perhaps a week.
Maybe it's been years, this feeling has been there.
Dormant, waiting for the day to spark,
To drive me mad.
I started feeling sad, it is painful and deep.
It turned into confused sadness,
There is no reason for me to feel this.
Now it is burning hot with frustration.
An unquenchable anger from this feeling,
It just won't go away.
Perhaps it never will.
Perhaps it won't until I'm gone.
Perhaps not even then.