Did you ever play the waiting game?
All the "what if's" filling your brain.
To find out if something is wrong,
The results often take so long.
You're easily distracted,
Wondering how you will be impacted.
You pray to God that you are okay,
Feeling sick in so many ways.
Family say things will be fine,
Your lumps will just be benign.
You cry and hope they are right,
Feeling very sad and uptight.
The needle biopsies had to be right on the spot,
The test was uncomfortable and hurt a lot.
I was able to sleep last night,
Hoping and praying that I am all right.
Wondering what will be my fate,
Hoping the call is on time and not late.
Just wanting to hear everything is okay,
On to better thoughts and brighter days.