Note: Several people have asked why I use the name Sisyphus and so I’ve decided to publish several of the poems over the next few days from my book length poem based on the myth. You will see that all of the poems take place with Sisyphus pushing the huge stone up the steep hill while singing his story to the stars.
DEAR STARS
Dear Stars,
I toss these words into the sky
like a juggler tosses balls he cannot catch.
I don’t know why,
or if my words will reach your ears,
or anyone’s,
but still I speak.
I am Sisyphus.
My cheek against this stone is stone.
My shoulders ache
from shoving up this hill,
a weight,
if I let go
would crush my bones and brain.
And so, I push with all my might
and strain
to reach the top
where I can rest and let this boulder drop
before I turn.
Why reminisce?
Why tell what I have seen and done?
Why burn
to toss these words into the dark
as if the universe might care?
Why take another breath
and fill my lungs with air
and tell these tales?
Why not let go
and let this stone fall back on me and end
this endless work?
I do not know!
It makes no sense to walk with bloody feet
on stones towards doom--
and yet I do
and toss these words through time
as if the sun that burns my skin
is burning you,
somewhere.
So hear my words out there
and know this stone is ours to share.