Silence
A blessing or a curse?
Has daddy finally gone to bed
With his reeking breath and angry eyes
Or is he out there waiting
Wanting me to move
Another excuse to hit me
A beating I enticed
My stomach grumbles loudly
When was the last time I ate??
Do I dare to risk it
Is food really all that important?
A second growl is rousing
Me up from the bed
Maybe if I'm quiet
He'll never now I 've gone
Down the stairs
Skip the squeaky third
Can't have any noise
Giving me away now
The fridge is humming loudly
The pantry open wide
Like a beggar to a feast
I am drawn closer still
My hand is on something
So close I am to food
When a hand claps down
A smack sounding through
I scream and beg
Apologize to sir
But my pleas fall on deaf ears
Oh god daddy why
On the ground
Blurred vision of above
What is this beast
Who wears my father's skin
A man once filled with joy
Love bursting from his pores
Was it mommy leaving
Or sissy saying no?
Who knows
Now it's me and daddy
Silent and alone