I sigh
And I drink
So many things
I overthink

I think disaster
I can't be happy
Not someone like me
The emotionless sappy

Wanting what
She cannot have
What she needs
Too scared to grab

She needs it
She wants it
But she is scared
No one before ever cared

She wants what you want
It's just a mirage
She will push you away
It's subconscious sabotage

She only knows hurt
She only knows pain
Being with you
She has nothing to gain

You will go
You will leave
Leave her alone
And she will grieve

She doesn't want the hurt
She doesn't want the pain
Sometimes her thoughts
Are simply insane

She wants to be cherished
She wants to be loved
But she is frightened by this
She just needs to be hugged.