Tears falling down my face,
and I feel like a disgrace.
It is dark, cold and lonely.
Feeling the monster inside me,
its killing me, and I am powerless.
The dream that never was.
This killer taking my soul,
my faith in love, I want it back.
Screaming but not heard.
I hate having you near,
and not be able to say the words.
A bottle stronger than me.
Now, in the corner I only guess,
at what all is been said.
Will I be missed.
I am not afraid of dying,
I am afraid of living.
Screaming, screaming...
Does anyone hear.