Rusting - Adrian Gabardo

It's been so long now,
I wonder how things are,
after I left you,
after all I made you go through.

You held me in your arms,
you took me in,
made sure no harm came to me,
but I just had to be free.

We are like black and white,
always in contrast,
always on opposite sides,
you're all and I'm nothing.

I try to follow your footsteps,
but every time I get lost,
losing my very own direction,
going to the wrong places.

I'm deeply sorry,
it was never supposed to be that way,
I think we just forgot how to say,
I love you.

Now I'm just a ghost,
wandering around your memories,
Now I'm just a fucking misery.

I wish we could be free,
I wish you could be here,
so nothing would change,
and we wouldn't be the way we are.

We are like black and white,
you're all and I'm nothing.
I think we just forgot how to say,
I love you.