I'm not sure how I got here,
But as the darkness falls,
I can't believe I relapsed,
I can hear my demons call,
The guilt and disappointment,
And a million pounds of shame,
Everything goes numb,
And I forget my name,
I'm running from my past,
Your tears crash I'm to blame,
Everything is different,
I'll never be the same,
Sickened by the life I lead,
Am I too far gone,
Echoes of what my daughter said,
"Dad keep holdin' on",
My tears are never ending,
Like a waterfall they rain,
What if the drugs are not the problem,
And I'm addicted to the pain.