too many
the number of times
she ignores it
every day

800
the approx number
of calories consumed
per day

200
not quite the exact
number of scars
within the past few
years

125
the number on the
scale

65.5
my height in inches

50
the minimum number of
mean jokes and insults
I hear at school
per day

35
minutes at lunch I
spend in the bathroom
stall

17
the number of times
I think of ending it
per day

10
minutes after school
before he comes up the
stairs

6
how many days he will
stop, so Mother Nature
can have her turn
in torture

4
the number of times
I thought I was pregnant
before going on The Pill

3
the number of times
he hurts me
per day

2
the meals I might get
per day

1
the only number that should
matter

0
the number of people
who actually care