Sometimes I wonder...
If people would care
if I decided I wasn't skinny enough,
or I wasn't smart enough
or if I just wasn't good enough...
Would you care if I...
lost so much weight I was nothing but
skin and bones?
gave up because I obviously am
too stupid?
slit my wrists
jumped
grabbed a gun
popped some pills
drove too fast
went down...
and didn't come back
up?
What the fuck is
P E R F E C T
anyway?