Ordinary
Very
Not beautiful
At all
So what about her
Scares me
Invades
My inner calm?
Disturbs my sense
Of what
I am
Who I thought
Myself to be
Forced to face
And not avoid
The truth of what this means:
If I outrival
Ordinary
Yet it
Eclipses me
There is no way
I can compete
He loves her more
Than me.
