Nothing that I think or feel is new,
but now it’s mine to taste and savor,
and as I breathe the warm, sweet air in this sunny room
I think of ancient times--
times before history—
when men, some young, some old looked up
at the stars and moon with wonder and with questions,
or watched that ball of fire,
we call the sun, move from dawn to dusk,
and in its light and heat, together,
they sang songs of praise
and gratitude.
And when they drank from the river
where they swam and fished and sat,
they must have felt the thrill
I feel, sitting by this pond,
learning that love is a force
that overwhelms the blood
and rising with the beating heart,
arouses passions beyond reason.
The women must have known
more than they could say
and laying with their men
learned the holiness of lust
that grows their children.
And even at my age,
thinking about the old men by the river,
grandchildren on their laps,
I still feel this longing for a woman’s touch,
her lips, her breasts, the warmth of her
opening,
and looking out my window
at the water rippling by, close my eyes,
remembering nothing’s new…