Lately I have come to understand,
That one of the most frustrating things,
Is that I will never be able to make you see,
The world In which I am found.
I can not open you to what I believe
for You can not feel the wind that blows around me
And you can not hear the calls of the lost souls
Your voices tell you a different Truth,
who am I to say they are wrong?
It hurts to know that we will never share
That momentary breath of peaceful knowing
But in truth it makes sense
As we were never quite the same
The lines in my face tell another story
Than the ones written all over yours
And though in the end our intentions will remain,
Always the same,
We will never remove the wall that separates us,
as our wills are both too Stubborn
to lose what we reason is Strength
But I bargain is more likely fear
I wanted so badly to show you the world that I see,
I wanted you to be the one that understood me,
I wanted you to taste the pleasure of community
Escape the entrapment of Isolation and conformity.
No, Don't worry.
I do understand.
You see my world as something far worse than yours,
and I see yours as much worse than mine
But I have looked beyond you and I,
We live in a Universe fighting the same war,
For every one of me,
There is one of you,
Creating an endless balance of uncertain certainty.
When I look up at the stars
And I question them on their intentions
They tell me to just let go
And that all will fall into place
But the loss of all of you,
that I could not show
This beautiful place inside my mind,
Makes me ever more afraid
That maybe what I see is not really there
So I become overwrought with the idea
That if I do not change who I am
From the core
Than I may be left behind
I feel though that there is some sort of being
Yelling at me from the inside
Telling me I must keep believing
In what most do not
Keep Using your words to try and express
All the emotions and thoughts that bundle up inside
There are people out there
Who understand, share and live in your mind set.
I now know,
that you will never agree
With how I think the world should be
Which means
I can keep moving forward faster
Leaving my love with you,
To follow if you chose.
That one of the most frustrating things,
Is that I will never be able to make you see,
The world In which I am found.
I can not open you to what I believe
for You can not feel the wind that blows around me
And you can not hear the calls of the lost souls
Your voices tell you a different Truth,
who am I to say they are wrong?
It hurts to know that we will never share
That momentary breath of peaceful knowing
But in truth it makes sense
As we were never quite the same
The lines in my face tell another story
Than the ones written all over yours
And though in the end our intentions will remain,
Always the same,
We will never remove the wall that separates us,
as our wills are both too Stubborn
to lose what we reason is Strength
But I bargain is more likely fear
I wanted so badly to show you the world that I see,
I wanted you to be the one that understood me,
I wanted you to taste the pleasure of community
Escape the entrapment of Isolation and conformity.
No, Don't worry.
I do understand.
You see my world as something far worse than yours,
and I see yours as much worse than mine
But I have looked beyond you and I,
We live in a Universe fighting the same war,
For every one of me,
There is one of you,
Creating an endless balance of uncertain certainty.
When I look up at the stars
And I question them on their intentions
They tell me to just let go
And that all will fall into place
But the loss of all of you,
that I could not show
This beautiful place inside my mind,
Makes me ever more afraid
That maybe what I see is not really there
So I become overwrought with the idea
That if I do not change who I am
From the core
Than I may be left behind
I feel though that there is some sort of being
Yelling at me from the inside
Telling me I must keep believing
In what most do not
Keep Using your words to try and express
All the emotions and thoughts that bundle up inside
There are people out there
Who understand, share and live in your mind set.
I now know,
that you will never agree
With how I think the world should be
Which means
I can keep moving forward faster
Leaving my love with you,
To follow if you chose.
