This table by the window where I write
and eat and watch the birds and squirrels
and pile my notebooks on and search
the internet and sit with friends
who stop by for a chat and tea,
its surface, once worn and stained,
I sanded and refinished the other day,
revived its youthful look, brought
back its maple color, the one it had
when I found it in a secondhand store
so many years ago sitting in a corner
with old lamps and think of how
my kids grew up around it as we moved
from place to place before I
brought it here to live with me,
its surface like a servant, silent
and unassuming but always dependable--
uncomplaining and indifferent to what I eat
or write or say or what is happening
in the world or what the weather brings
across the skies past these windows and this room
where it lives its stoic life,
while I sit and think that I can
somehow make the world a better place
with these words I scratch and pile
into another book that someone, somewhere
might read and never know about
this table by this window where I sit
each day, rarely thinking of its usefulness,
except for now, leaning on my elbow,
grateful to be sitting here another day.