I was nervous,
As you might expect.
When he reached for me
I was shaking.
I wanted to back out,
But he wouldn't let me.
He, being a man,
Wanted me to do it.
Needed me to do it.
Deep down, where my passion
Lies, I wanted it too.
All he had to do was
Gently nudge me along.
I confessed to him,
"I've never done this before".
And it showed, it showed
All over my body.
He told me I would
Like it as we settled
Tightly into our position.
We started ever so slowly.
The anticipation of the climax
Was better than I had been told.
He said it had been some time
Since he had last partook in
The thrill of it all.
As we reached the first peek,
The pace suddenly quickened.
The exponential change was
A surprise to both of us.
Faster and faster
Our bodies went.
Pushing and grinding
Into one another.
A look of fear was
Painted on my face,
But also an inferno
Of excitement was in my eyes.
It was clear that
He didn't want to stop.
Even if I did,
It was too late now.
Our bodies were pressed
Together for what seemed
Like an eternity.
I was surprised at
How vocal I became.
I kept screaming and
Shouting words to my deity;
Holding on to him
The entire time.
We started rolling now,
Hard and fast. Going
Up and going down, while
Moving in perfect unison.
He was thinking of his
first time, that was clear.
The thrill of doing it
With someone was so much
Better than alone, he said.
Then I wondered why
I had waited till now.
What had held me back?
I then looked at him and knew.
I was waiting for him.
I wanted him to be my first.
And I was. He said he was honored.
What seemed like forever
Was over in two minutes.
We were breathing hard
And sweating as we
Felt a sudden jerk and
Stopped just as fast
As we had begun.
We sat in silence
For a moment, taking
In all that had happened.
Then we heard the inevitable
Click of the bar. And
As we left the roller coaster,
He asked me how I liked it.
I just smiled, looked him in the eyes
And said, "Let's ride it again".