Memories pour into my head.
How do I make sense of emotions
I've never known? Only a radio
tells me the way to go.
The static buzz rings in my ears
as I hear the voice of reason.
Cry out in pain. Sing away the ache.
What could I do but believe
that my pain is known elsewhere?
Believe in my heart is all I can do
As the music changes from hurt
and blue to something with love anew.
But my realization is not that I
am alone, but that I fight to hold
onto an idea I don't even know.
All I need to do is let go.
Let go and everything will be fine.
But it is hard when I feel confused
and scared. Fear holds me back.
But when I let go, everything
becomes bright and all I can
think of is tonight. Tonight.
Start anew tomorrow but start tonight.