Is this a dream?

Like you're on top of
That rocky mountain
Floating in the air
Dancing aurora above.

That feeling of 
Light headedness
Wanting to laugh
Wanting to cry
All at the same time.

Is this nightmare?

That feeling of angry
Laughing at yourself on
How stupid you feel.

That feeling of crying
Shouting to the world 
How you hated yourself.

That feeling of scared
Trusting people again
Doubting your own self.

Is this magic?

Then someone came
Sparkle in your eyes
Smiles on your lips.

Sleepless night
Thinking of him.

Wanders, where you
Lost yourself again?

Is this neverland?