How do I live
When this is over?
How do I cope
With this overwhelming
Feeling of loss
In my chest
That makes it
So darn hard to breathe?
How would I
Be able to define
My own existence if
Everything I had
Known to be true,
Suddenly stopped,
Disappeared,
And no longer ceased
To exist?
How do I live in
A world that
No longer included
Yours,
When for so long,
I had existed in your
World, your reality?
Where do I begin
And what do I do
With feelings I have felt
While I was in your
Reality?
The pictures you have
shared, painted,
Must that be
The only memory
I am left with?
I feel like my whole
Life has ended,
Because my dear friend,
My book with many pages
Filled with words
And pictures so
Graphically pretty
Has ended.