"Then she closed her eyes, found relief in a knife, the blood flows as she cries..." The Way She Feels by Between the Trees.
silver blade
porcelain skin
life fades
oh what a state I'm in
red blood
black hole
what person would
think this is my goal?
knife to wrist
empty heart
remember when a wound kissed
brought together what was apart?
childhood
teenage years
the change between should
not cause all these fears
but what am I
if I am not weird?
car crash
family dies
how is it
I'm the one alive?
new house
old stuff
"suppose I could...
take one puff."
take me away
out of this place
where adults hurt me
and I can't look at Danny's face.
eyes of blue
hair of red
please just take me
to Heaven instead.