I feel distant,
More non-existent,
As if I don't belong,
As if it's all wrong.
I'm transparent as a ghost,
I stand by,
As those I love the most,
Just carry on, ignoring,
The don't hear me, imploring.
Please, please!
I need to be heard!
Please, please!
Can you spare me a word?
If only you could tell,
How the words,
Trapped inside me yell.
As if my life is trapped in a screen,
Or maybe it's me,
They won't hear me scream.
It's just a show,
But I don't know.
It feels like reality,
Or is reality insanity?
No one will listen,
No one will hear,
Because I'm in fact,
Not even near.
I'm distant from all,
No one answers my call.
I plead and beg,
Hold onto your leg,
But you drag me along,
I don't belong.
I am alone,
To the ground I'm thrown.
No one cares.
No one wants to.
No one can.
No one will.
No one would notice,
If I were to leave,
To be gone,
And never return.