I’m sorry for the things I said,
And for the things I couldn’t say,
The things I didn’t tell you,
Despite knowing that I should.

I’m sorry for saying too much,
I told you more than you wanted to know,
Things you didn’t need to hear,
I pushed on through knowing it was wrong.

I’m sorry I pushed you away,
I did it to ease my own mind,
To settle my chaotic thoughts,
Even though I knew it meant you’d go.

I’m sorry that you’re leaving,
That nothing is the same,
My mouth got away from me,
And I made things hard.

I’m sorry that I’m not what you want,
Someone to bring you peace,
The one to make your heart flutter,
And excited about your life.

But mostly...
I’m sorry I’m not her.