I don't know the words

to tell you how I feel

The pain in my heart

is all to unreal.

I don't know the feeling

of true happiness.

A happiness that is so blistful that

no one and nothing can take it away.

I don't know the feeling of love.

A true love that is not selfish, that

has no pride,

a love that has no jealousy

no envy

no bostfulness.

I don't know the love that is so

precious and beautiful that no matter

the triumph or the tribulation it is

still there in the end

I don't know the security of

being hidden from harm, or dreams

and goals that are easily reached.

These are the things that I want to

know. These are dreams I can't let go.

Amie 1998