I am angry
'Cause I was sure.
I knew what I wanted
Despite my fear of attachments.
I am angry
'Cause I got hurt.
You up and left,
Threw me away for another.
I am angry
'Cause I'm confused.
You said things, like you love me,
Yet you never bothered to get to know me.
I am angry
'Cause I feel led on.
You made me feel special,
But also made me feel like no one.
I am angry
'Cause I believe my feelings were real.
I'm sure it wasn't exactly lust.
Maybe something more.
I'm angry
'Cause now I'm not sure.
Was it lust? Was it love?
Or maybe, perhaps both?
I am angry
'Cause when I was sure, you left.
And when you decided to stay,
My feelings decided to disappear.