I like this light that streams in through my
window and fills my heart
I don’t know what time of the day it is,
or where I am.
I can’t seem to attribute this light to any
particular time or place.
Nor can I identify or locate its childlike rays.
This is what they must’ve had in mind
When they said ‘mellow’
and a lot of other things they didn’t say,
Because they had no names.
Neither is the sun glowering at me
Nor is he hiding behind the clouds
Maybe he’s just smiling sleepy-eyed,
Though he must’ve been out of bed for quite some time.
It's not that the sun is holding his own
Or that the clouds have come to stay.
Maybe both of them have settled down
To a celestial feast today.
It's not the bright white fresh of a morning light
It's not the dust brown bliss of dusk
It's somewhere in between and amazingly so.
It's one of those things that keeps all atheists secretly wondering...
Sparrows twittering, Children playing, and I’m smiling.
Everything is still moving, but the light
seems to have cast a blanket
Of invisible stillness, on all it surveys.
And though, in my inner turmoil
I have no reason to smile
or even to be peaceful
Today I find myself smiling
like an enlightened sage
the smile of bliss
the smile of a heavenly light….