Self inflicted, complicated,

Packed full of destruction,

I'm a work in progress,

My life's under construction,

I have hurt so many,

Countless heart's I've broken,

Too ashamed to say the words,

That simply went unspoken,

A lifetime full of yesterday's,

And ten million regrets,

I simply can't remember,

The thing's you can't forget,

I will stand and fight,

Until I'm dead and gone,

Remembering what my daughter said,

"Daddy keep holding on",

For me it's now or never,

My life is do or die,

This is my first poem,

I've written while not high,