Our river was a miracle,
(which one is not).
It came to us because of thirst.
It came because our land was cracked
and brown and barren as the desert.
It came because we needed her,
that’s our belief,
foolish as it sounds.
I told my friends the tale
about the River God
searching for his daughter
and how he lifted up his rod
in gratitude for telling him
how I saw Zeus stealing her,
how I defied the great god’s warning not to tell a soul
and was rewarded with the river,
but also knew the rage of Zeus,
the curse that brought me to this hill
to bear this endless weight.
And even now I can’t explain
what came to me that day,
what battle I was in,
what forces swirl around us,
entering our hearts and minds
with dreams and notions,
inspiring what we say and do.
I only know the river came,
don’t ask me how,
and made our valley green and holy.
The river taught us how to live.
It answered what we did not know,
murmuring its wisdom
if we listened.
The river was the vein that brought us life.
We drank its blood.
We learned to fear its raging floods in spring,
and found it made our land more fertile and alive.
We learned to love its gentleness and sail
its surface and carry what we grew
to towns along its shore.
We learned to fish its depths for food.
We learned to dive into its soul
and find there is no bottom,
no beginning, no end,
that we are part of all that is flowing,
tinier than dust,
a miracle like the wind
forever blowing.
The river brought us pools
that let us see ourselves,
our faces above the surface looking down
at our eyes, our mouths, our hair,
our bodies kneeling,
getting older.
It let us bathe in her,
wash our clothes,
fill our jugs and days
with what she gave to us.
We built a temple on the hill,
honoring this spring that is the river’s source.
And standing there,
we held each other’s hands in awe
and sang in celebration of the gift
that came to us that day.
Our poets said the river came
because our hearts were pure,
our prayers sincere,
our need for her
innocent of greed.
And now, looking back from this steep hill,
this stone against my back,
I see us pouring water over us,
our wetness glistening in the sunlight,
the spring bubbling at our feet,
and at the bottom of the hill,
our river flowing to the open sea.