Many great ideas are accidents--
so are melodies and first lines of poems
and how about the dreams
you bump into in the middle of the night
that wake you with what you need to know.
Sometimes, heading west,
blinded by the glaring sun,
you barely miss a head-on crash and stop,
hands on the steering wheel,
learning what a gift your breath is.
And some mornings sitting here,
the movie of my life plays backwards
and looking at the screen
I’m walking backwards through doorways,
down hallways, past rooms and all my blunders
where I’m stumbling, falling, looking comical,
seeing where I’ve been
before arriving, somehow, in this chair,
these words falling from the ceiling.
And I wonder, are they accidents or gifts--
these words that come from someplace I don’t know.
And here, colliding with each moment,
I close my eyes then open them
to look around again at everything I love,
then at the sky to watch
another sunrise coming to my life.