She lay across the naked twin mattress That was haphazardly placed on the floor
Propping up her notebook on her bare, bony knees
Scribbling random words; trying to make them say more
Words and the wonders she could create with them
Had always been her true friends
They provided an escape from a lonely existence
And gifted her a peace few things did
The soft amber glow from two half-burned candles
Were her lone companions and only source of light
Light which had always been her one abiding muse
But now simply offered a reprieve from the night
It seemed as though the moment her pen hit paper
She would drift and become mesmerized
By the anything, and everything and nothing at all
That stirred behind her eyes
Eyes that had suddenly begun to see
The same things but in a whole new way
And her once humble and healthy aspirations
Were now obsessive ambitions of fame
She felt as though she'd been invaded
A transformation had occurred inside
Bitterness and greed had stolen her identity
And held it hostage for a dollar and a dime
And it frustrated her and saddened her
That the girl she once knew could not be found
And she had no clue of when she'd gone
As she vanished in to the darkness without a sound
So as she sat in the isolation of her bedroom
The candles melting into wax discs on her shelf
She clutched the spiral notebook and held it closely to her face
As she searched for some semblance of her self
But, she only saw white when she looked at the paper
Nothing cogent or creative was there
Only a jumble of characters carelessly thrown together
And then shredded to bits before being tossed into the air
She angrily threw the spiral across the room
And rolled lazily onto the floor
Then glanced up to meet with a curious photo
She had forgotten had been taped to her door
A ghostly image of a microphone
Hovered over a lined white pad
Words were written in bold black ink;
Their author writing as the photo was snapped
She furrowed her brows and harrumphed a bit
As she rose and walked over to the door
And snatched off the photo, tearing it a tad
Before returning to her mattress on the floor
She said no words; only stared at the photo
Till the last of the candles burned out
Then she placed it under the safety of her pillow
Before pulling on her covers to lie down
Her drift into dream was swift and most welcome
She would later thank herself for the sleep
But she suddenly found herself in the confines of a room
Not familiar yet oddly filled with peace
She stared with no reaction as she a watched a door
Materialize before her eyes
But reeled in shock when the door creaked open
And familiar faces slowly walked inside
Langston Hughes in his glorious handsomeness
Was the first to catch her eye
Distinguished and kind with a bright, warm smile
He nodded politely as he walked by
Zora Neale Hurston, as graceful as a gazelle
Was the next to meet her gaze
She wandered up to her and gave her a wink
Before turning and walking away
And Phyllis Wheatley, and Gwendolyn Brooks
Were the next to saunter inside
With the handsome James Baldwin and Ralph Ellison
Coolly following behind
And as they all filed in quickly and noisily
That small room began to come alive
And she gasped when she spied Maya Angelou
Graciously flow to the end of the line
They all seemed to be there for her benefit
For they all were alone in the place
And although she had not moved at all
She found herself in front of a stage
And she looked on in respect and amazement
As each poet stepped up to recite
Their magnificent prose, poetry and sonnets
By the orange glow of soft candlelight
Then Zora Neale Hurston so eloquently recalled
How their eyes were watching God
And Alice Walker spoke of the color purple
While Alex read how Kunta was flogged
She drowned herself in the sounds of their voices
Wrapped herself in the cocoon of their words
Adorned her skin with their iridescent adjectives
Filled up on their succulent verbs
And then before she could fall any deeper
A familiar image appeared
The curious photo that she'd snatched from her door
Had the interest of the ones she held dear
The picture was several times larger than normal
It covered the whole center wall
And as she looked more closely at the photo
She could finally make sense of it all
The words were few but the message was rife
With wisdom beyond compare
And as she read more, her teachers breezed out of the door
And she realized why they had been there
"An inspired mind is its most creative
In the company of an inspired heart
Our imagination sends us on a journey of our making
And we control its stops and starts
Our human condition will have its way
No matter our perceived transcendence
And we all seek in some way a level of acclaim
For the talents that have been placed within us
But, do not become this microphone
A phantom and translucent prop
You are the bold black words behind it
Don't be erased by acid raindrops
Know that both you and your words have worth
Whether or not you shine with the stars
You must always drink from your most authentic well
You must never forget who you are"
She sat back to consider the words she’d just read
And she knew that her wrongs were now right
And she noticed that her eyes were being softly tugged at
By a white and purifying light
She blinked several times before opening her eyes
And she was back in her small little room
Staring at the peeling popcorn ceiling
Awash in the glow from the moon
She smiled broadly and reached under her pillow
And retrieved that torn photograph
And she realized that her words had found their way home
And so had she, at last