I fall easily in love with the pretty eyes
of dental assistants. It’s mostly what I see
as I lay back in the chair. The grinding drone
of drills and clamps and cutting
tools surrounds me. The assistants wear masks;
I cannot see their noses, their mouths. So I look
in their eyes without the context of a face
as they work on my teeth, fingers in
my mouth, oblivious to my observations.
They stay behind me when not working on my teeth.
Dental tools and syringes behind me as well.
They don’t let me see the scary stuff. All I see
are the pretty eyes of dental assistants. I let myself
fall a little in love in order to ease the pain.
(They may know this. It’s probably common.)
When I’m done, I walk woozily to the car
drive slowly home to you, see your everyday dazzle
of a smile, your familiar voice calling my name,
and your eyes, of course. Not divorced from
the rest of you, your face, your voice,
but part of you, part of me, part of us, now.
Unmasked. I feel your arms curl around me
I wrap mine around you, feeling
The soft warm comfort of your back
against my hands, and know I am home.