The rains came early that September
Falling from a brooding leaden sky,
After months of unending sunshine
When all colour drained from fields and leaves,
And small lakes and reservoirs dried up,
Baked earth like concrete all that remained.
The relentless downpour turned the earth
To a sea of mud, mud everywhere,
Getting into homes, soiling carpets
And staining floors; and cold driving winds
Stripped all the leaves from the dried up trees
To be churned to brown mush underfoot.
All this a metaphor for our love,
A passion that had blossomed in spring
And burned with growing intensity
As the months progressed, a flame so fierce
That it scorched the soul, consuming all
Until no trace of kindness remained.
Inevitably small irritants
Became amplified leaving deep wounds
That no pleading could entirely heal,
And too soon the unblemished surface
Of affection was brutally scarred
And sweet innocence turned to harsh words.
At last, exhausted by autumn storms,
When all the bright beauty of the spring
Was nothing more than a memory,
After all the recriminations
And intemperate accusations,
No tender words could bind up the rift.
In the few periods of sunshine
Fond hope of reconciliation
Briefly sprang up and as quickly died,
Trampled underfoot into the mire,
The sullen detritus of anger
That smothers all belief in healing.
The end, although inevitable,
Came suddenly, a bolt of lightning
That seared with heart stopping agony,
A last fatal misunderstanding
That no entreaties could have redeemed.
Winter cannot come to soon for me,
When, like the sterile frozen potholes
Under their blanket of kindly snow
The pain will be sealed up out of reach.
Against all sense I still live in hope
That with the new coming of the spring
My love and I will be reconciled.