Ascension

I knew the end was coming, though it happened in a flash –
another car approaching, then a loud and violent crash.

It couldn’t be avoided, it was simply meant to be –
lost control, a double roll – and a stationary tree.

The final jolt was brutal, then everything was still,
but I didn’t feel discomfort – just a momentary chill.

Then sudden warmth embraced me and I didn’t feel afraid,
as several first responders stopped and tried to render aid.

With horrified expressions, they would try to cut me loose –
they did their best to save me, but it wasn’t any use.

Someone took his jacket off and covered up my head,
then changed it from a rescue to recovery instead.

And that was when I realized I wasn’t in the car –
I was hovering above it and viewing from afar.

Things were finally sinking in – it’s just like what I’d read,
when someone goes from living life to finally being dead.

My heart was feeling heavy from the things I hadn’t done,
and those I had to leave behind – a wife and only son.

Was then a light above me came and caught me by surprise,
and there within, a soothing voice was telling me to rise.

I left the earth behind me and embarked on my ascent –
my trepidation bursting forth the further that I went.

But when the light subsided and my journey at an end,
I gazed upon the splendor – was so much to comprehend.

There was no fence or border and no gates that wouldn’t budge,
no Saint behind an alter with propensity to judge.

I saw no Angels flying and the streets weren’t paved with gold –
no one there was very-young and no one very-old.

Everyone was perfect and was happy as could be,
standing there with open arms and beckoning to me.

All the ones I’d ever loved were gathered there to greet,
and every dog I’d ever owned was jumping at my feet.

I felt my spirit shining so much brighter than before,
and all my pain and anger was erased – forevermore.

But still, the greatest treasure was the gift I left behind –
years of joyful memories that appear from time to time.

Officially an Angel by a Heavenly decree,
any time I come to mind – just know that’s where I’ll be.