As I sit alone no matter where I am I think of you and it all

comes rushing back. 

The memories I cherish and the

love I gave up. 

The first time we spoke, in a chat room

filled with hope. Getting to know

each other and learning to cope.

With the past that was now gone.

And the way it changed our lives.

The day you finally came to me,

With open arms, that night making love

was fantasy charm.

my prince charming had finally arrived

and I swore with my life it would never die.

All the things we did together the places we went.

The memories come rushing back ,

And always leave me spent. 

Thirteen years together are all but a memory.

But everyday I think of you, it all comes rushing back.

We raised our girls, and loved with all

we had in the world.

We had our ups and downs, sometimes the pain of it

nailed us to the ground.

Then one day a lie was told, 

All the years of trust began to unfold.

My days and nights were dark, 

the pain began to spark and thirteen years

caught fire, and I lost all desire.

As I sit here and think it all comes rushing 

back. I can't change what's been done. Especially

now that you're on the run. Running from me

and the love we have, Running from the past.

If given a chance I would make it all right.

I would change the darkness to light. 

And the love we had would come rushing back.

For Jerry, the love of my life and the keeper to my heart.