I'm haunted by this notion that one day, in the future, I will no longer care about the things I do now. I'm passionate and obsessive, I think about thoughts and muse about musings whenever I can. Sometimes I over-think. Sometimes I get really obsessive. But I care about things. I care about social justice. I care about the environment, I want to make changes and I believe in my ideals but something keeps bugging me. I hear stories from other people of how different they are from their young adult selves. How they used to do this and how they believed certain and how silly it was to live that way. They've "evolved". I don't want to regret these ideas and beliefs that I have now. These are meaningful things that I think and I don't want to wake up one day and believe that all of the things that I once felt so strongly about were just...silly.