We began our life so long ago, vowing to each other to never let go.

We fought with addiction and we won.

We fought for our lives together as one.

We raised my girls together, but it wasn't always easy.

We fought through destruction of people trying to tear us apart.

We won that battle as well.

our love was strong, it was never ending.

Until one day a lie began, and I believed

I looked as a stranger. So much had happened and I faltered.

I hurt you because of those lies.

I ran from all that we had built.

I look back and I can't believe what I have done.

I'm sorry....I threw us away... and now it can't be undone.

What was it all for? I'm sure you have asked.

I know I have. If given the chance I would change it.

You would be back in my life, in my arms, and the love I still

have would remain strong..

What was it all for if I just lose you,

after the truth came to the surface?

maybe this is my punishment, for believing the lies. 

I cant help but wonder

What was it all for?

7/17/14 for Jerry Bender