I am searching for something

For what I do not know

I feel alone with nowhere to go

I am empty

I cry and

I am scared 

Lonely and depressed

My head hurts 

I just want to close my eyes and never feel again

The darkness is around the corner

It opens its arms for me

Please don't let it take me

For I will never again be seen

I am fighting but feel it is a loosing battle

Am I strong enough this time

To find my way in the dark

 Holding on minute by minute

Has been a way of life for me

I try so hard to see the light beyond

To smile and be content

I wait for the break of day 

To chase the darkness away