We started out great just you and me in a friendship
full of understanding, listening, and patience. It continued
to grow, the longer we talked and the more we shared of
each other’s dreams.

Then just yesterday you looked back and decided no more!
Why did you tell me things you would later take back?
Did you even want me at all or was it just a game to you?

I guess I can continue to ask myself these questions
but in reality I guess I am the one to blame. Yes, I am the one
to blame, because I am the one who let you in, I trusted you.

I let you in without a doubt in my mind that you
and I would be more than just friends. I wanted to
believe we would be more than just friends.

The intimate details we shared with each other were moments
I thought would some day come true. Our desires, wants, and
needs but was this just a fantasy that meant nothing to you?

From one day to the next you tell me you have changed your mind
and say you have been living in a fantasy world. You tell me
you have thought it all over and our desires and the passion
we shared together can be no more!

How did I let you just come in to my life and hurt me the way
that you did? I was naive to think you could ever want me; with a
burning desire to make us one.

You say it’s a fantasy you have been living and it’s time to wake up.
Well my heart misunderstood your fantasy life and you caused it great
pain. I now know it wasn’t your fault but my own, for letting you
into my now shattered heart.