The only true beauty in her life.

It shall always be a secret. Deception is the thrill, wonder, and exquisite pain she feels.

She absorbs it each time surreptitious contact is made. 

Complete and utter trust. Accepted and used.

She lives in wonderment that she found it. Just for her. Just for them. To share.

Only a dreamy fantasyland. 

But more real than reality in the yearning, boundless hallways of her mind.

A world visited along the traveled trails of her thoughts.

When she needs it.

She had needed it for a lifetime. Only now, in precious moments, finally fulfilled.