She really hated the holidays, as she wandered and pondered why? Her mind drifts to the celebrations, as she comes to realize.

"It is for him that I live the way I do. For him tonight are my memories, for him are these words, with a knot in my throat as I cry."

Then life came crashing to her once again, tonight she was filled with memories and her heart bleeds.

Many years ago on this wonderful night, she said "You can let go dad, go in peace," and with peace in his heart, at last "I love you Mija."