You are not good enough.  "Can you really do this? Or should I assign someone else for this work?" they asked.

Once again, I started condemning myself for choosing this work. My mind got besieged with dark clouds of endless meaningless tho thoughts that gave a signal there was no way out. Insomnia hit me. 

But a fraction of my heart that was still gloomed with conviction announced, "Even if it takes me a full day to complete this task I will accomplish it."

Suddenly, this anxiety and overthinking became my vigour.