At first light

I can finally see around me

No furniture

No walls

Nothing as it was only hours ago

Now is only silent 

Feeling numb

In the rumble, I see a photo with smiling faces

 I see the damage 

The pieces of my life

I want to scream

Should I rebuild 

Hang on or let go

As I close my eyes

I feel the sun on my face

I don't want to think or open my eyes

For some time