What is left in this life? I have three beautiful girls. Only one of which speaks to me daily. I have been married twice once common law and once legally. I have worked most of my life except for a few years here and there. I have nothing really to show for it. What is left? Am I to end up like my father a drifter going here and there using whatever is available at the moment? Or like my mother who is alone but happy with her life? What is left? Does love really last for a lifetime or is that just something people say? I have loved and lost. I have been hurt and battered, used up till there is nothing left, at least I thought there was nothing left. but there has got to be, right? Are we all just wading through this ocean we call life and waiting to die? There has got to be a meaning! Maybe one day I will find it. hopefully it wont be when I am dead before I find the answer.