The pain is unbearable But it's all in my head You can't see the symptoms But aren't the cuts on my arm enough? It doesn't seem fair that I can call out cause I got the flu  But depression making it too hard to get out of bed?  No sorry come up with a better excuse I blame my myself everyday  Though that's not fair You wouldn't tell a cancer patient to "just get over it" So why would you tell me.  I smile all the time so...

I never lived my life with rose colored glasses I tossed them on the ground when I was 9Happy endings were never in my mindI always thought someone like me could never have thatFairy tales for me were just a warning sign for the futureI was Cinderella without the fairy GodmotherNo prince was ever to come and save meI grew up thinking love wasn't realIt helped me become strong and independentBut isolated and afraidSometime...

I'm that girl the one that's loud only because  I'm afraid of not being heard I'm that girl The one that's always smiling because  If I don't the pain will become unbearable... again I'm that girl the one that tells people they're beautiful because I know how it feels when you don't feel beautiful I'm that girl the one that's afraid people will leave so I push them away because I'd rather not have my heart broken I'm that...

You were meant to be there for me You were the one who was to teach me everything I need to know about life But you ran out  You abandoned me when I needed you most The one text every six months  with no response  Yeah those were always fun Oh but don't forget about the fat comments Yes because you don't speak to me ever So you have every right to tell me those Three years go by  and here we are I still have all the anger...