girlie4280 9 Dec 2014 Will You.... Will you come back to me? As I gaze into your grey eyesThey twinkle as they look at meYour smile so beautifulLaughing as I talk to youI feel alive again, instead of half myselfWhen we first talked, did you like me then?Do you even like me now?Your work takes you away for months at a timeCan I handle it? The long nights alone?Will you come back, and still seek me out?Or will you fall for another? Like others have before?
girlie4280 5 Oct 2014 Flow F is for faith that we have in our heartsL is for the love we have for family and friendsO is for openness we should have for one anotherW is for wake, seeing what is around youWe keep flowing like waterHelping one another through life's momentsLaughing and lovingGiving support when it is neededReaching out for everyone to seeFlowing everyday
girlie4280 21 Aug 2014 Honest Deception The lies that people weave Lies that we weave through our fingers The words that are spoken through our lipsWe find out one day what we thought was true isn'tThe ones we loved so muchThe ones we called familyWho cares when they don't Why should I careI do though I cared very muchI'm brokenNow it doesn't matter what I thinkI can't get hurt anymoreI have reached my point and there's no turning backSo who cares because I don't
girlie4280 14 Jul 2014 My Oldest Son Happy 8th Birthday Today is your birthdayI'm sorry I couldn't be with youMy heart achingI remember the night you were bornYour first cry into this worldThe joy of holding you in my armsLooking into your eyesYou were taken away because you were sickTears rolling down my faceI finally got to hold you, feed youSmiling as the nurse asked if I wanted to change the dateYou are always in my heartI will love you forever just as a mother shouldYou w...
girlie4280 13 Jul 2014 Lost Finding one's self With one word one gestureI lost everythingI lost my life, my loveThe things I cherish mostAs days go byI hit rock bottomI thought of taking my lifeIn that split secondI knew it would be wrongI looked deep within myselfAnd saw the things that meant the mostI crawled out of the hole To ask for Gods forgiveness, and to show me the wayAnd now I won't ever forgetWhat life means to me
girlie4280 4 Jul 2014 Stop! Please just stop! Stop!Stop the lies as they drip from your fingertipsStop!The hurt that your words causeStop! Judging people you don't knowStop!Being selfish because your hurtStop!Antagonizing the innocentStop!Hiding and show yourselfStop!Just stop!
girlie4280 25 Jun 2014 Everyday Things Love -Hope, feeling Memories-Good, badPain-Physical, internalFamily-Parents, siblingsAcceptance-Belonging, needHelp-Caring, faithFriends-Laughter, funLife-First breath, deathThese are everyday things
girlie4280 7 Jun 2014 Quietness Making new things happen Quietness That is the sound I hearNo laughter, no tears, no painQuietness Some say it's peaceSome say it's happinessNo wordsNo painNo soundA clean slateA fresh startSomething new around the cornerNew hopes, new dreamsThe old is goneI've let it all goLooking for changes Making something happenFacing all my new fearsQuietnessThe new sound I hear
girlie4280 26 May 2014 Lies When to tell or not to tell? Why do people think it's ok if you don't tell them something?Is it a lie or is it just something that they omit?They think it's okBut really is it?It feels like a game people like to playSometimes to hurtOther times they think it's ok not to tellWhen is it ok?Would you call it a lie or is it a half truth?Why can't people just be honest?Over time the truth comes outHiding won't helpFriends talkLies get toldIt's not my plac...
girlie4280 16 May 2014 I'm Sorry To all my friends that I have hurt I'm sorry to all my friends I have hurtIn the past, present, and futureI'm sorry to my parentsWhom I don't see enoughI'm sorry to my childrenI know I work too muchI'm sorry to the people whom I didn't chooseAnd I made you choose for meI'm sorry GodI can't forgive all the timeI'm sorry to my friendsWhom I left behindI'm sorry for broken friendshipsI should have trusted myselfI'm sorry if I wasn't there for youEspecially wh...
girlie4280 15 May 2014 Being Yourself Never be afraid of being yourself or changing I wonder why some people are so shy?I am one of them I admitI know why I am shyBut people may take my shyness as being rudeSome people judge me because I am quietOthers ignore me insteadIt doesn't matter because I have learned you can changeLittle by little but it takes timeSome are afraid to ask to be your friend I don't understand whyThe old saying, "What you see is what you get!"This is meLearn to take chancesBe a litt...
girlie4280 11 May 2014 Thanks To All The Mother's Happy Mother's Day To all the Mother'sWho gave birthTo all the Mother'sWho adopted childrenSay thanks to each and every one of themFor taking care of us when we are sickThanks for guiding usTeaching us right from wrongThanks to all the Mother'sWho play and listen to all the things we have to sayThanks to all the Mother'sWho let us be ourselvesEach mother is uniqueJust as her child is to herThank you for being you MomWe love you!
girlie4280 5 May 2014 My Madness I want to scream at the top of my lungsI want to tell you how I feelI want to hit you so hardThrow things at youI want you to listen to meHear what I have to sayTell you how I feel I am so angryI have so much rage You never listenedI never asked and you never told You hurt me so much and I hurt you in returnIn a circle we wentUntil one day I pushed so hardIt all stoppedI let go and walked awayNow I start a new life withou...
girlie4280 28 Apr 2014 Words Why do people whisper?Is it to whisper sweet nothings in your ear?Sometimes it's hurtful whispersThey want to harm youOther times they whisper, because they think if you hear it will cause you painSome whisper because they have nothing to sayOthers are rude where they don't think before they speakSome speak so beautifully you don't want them to ceaseWords can be so much moreIf you use them right they can stop warsTry to r...
girlie4280 9 Apr 2014 Happiness Love and friendship To be freeNo more argumentsThe yelling has stoppedWe go our separate waysThe tears have ended No more painI look to someone specialI look to my friendsI see their smilesI feel their loveI am ready to open my heartTo love againTo feel the lips of anotherFeeling their touch on my skinI am awakenedI am ready to laugh againI look within myself, at peaceI am finally happy again