Sitting at the computer, watching, listening, typing. The heat in front of the window is comfortable, though the sun is too bright, even through the tinted glass. Maybe I'll find you today. Maybe... I look out the window every twenty seconds or so. I just want to see you. Even if you aren't with me I know that your being in the area is an unparalleled comfort.I turn around in the chair. Letting a smile cross my face think...

Another problem to be seen, Coiling up tightly. It turns into a cigar. Grab a lighter, or a match. Light up the cigar. Burn it down with each breath. Just watch it burn, Glowing red, Glowing bright at each inhale. Pull in the smoke, And exhale again. Let go of the smoke, The problem. Release it all. Burn the problem away. Just burn it and throw away the feelings. The pieces that cannot be fixed.

No, I'm sorry, no. Deep in the deaf black nightI lay aloneIn a box, the emptiness crushes meThe hollow space stares at meDisappointed, tear filled eyes Reaching towards meIcy claws rip my heartThe past chills my veinsHope slips through my fingers as if it were sand Memories scream in my earsOnly my whispered sobbing would be heardThough no one is around to hear Scents surround meSweets baked too longEaster eggs not found...

Waking from my coma, Walking out of my dream, Living in my nightmare, Needing just to scream. My skin becomes a cage. A cage that's far too tight. I want to rip it off. I fight with all my might. The pressure always building, I feel as though I'll pop. I hate this constant feeling. Why does it never stop? I crave to give in fast. This is all I ever seek. I know that I can not. No wonder my outlook is bleak. My body takes...

A fire burning deep under my skinA siren blaring in my brainThis is the fate I liveHolding on through all the noiseRipping through all the painThis is the fate I liveWatching all the happy peopleKnowing I can't connectThis is the fate I liveGetting closer to those nearBeginning to trust what they sayThis is the fate I liveTrusting against my better judgmentFooling myself all the whileThis is the fate I liveBeing pushed aw...