happy my sis flies in tonight to escaping a cyclone.
i feel extreamly full of joy and also very deep sadness and guilty at the same time.
firstly extreamly full of joy cause i have found an old friend and we are catching up again, very deep sadness as a relative of mine past away sunday and i feel guilty to feel the joy when i am ment to be morning my relative.
i cant put it into one word because i started my day feeling good and then it was ruined by someone then i came home and relaxed and stgarting to feel better.