thank God for small miracles..
I hope this week goes by soon... but then again i will miss all my friends over the summer not to mention having to find a good job and getting out of the house.
I'm starting a new project for English and had to make a reading bucket list. My first one is funny. Hope it all goes well.
I give. I'll make a better signature when I finally categorized those billion thoughts.
I'm hoping I can sleep and that everything will work itself out but I know I have to make it happen so I have to start taking chances because you never know what's around the corner..
today im thinking bout my children and how they r gonna deserve something special for making it to the next grade especially my beautiful daughter who had one hell of battle she had to face during the whole yr im so proud of them both.
My amazing love I know I haven't been here much and im sry for that but thank u for being very patient with me and never giving up
Kind-hearted Aussie Angel
Thinking about an event that happened in my past and trying to put into words.
A big storm and my impulsive reaction to it, even though till few hours back everything was going on fine in life.
Audio. Really need to get it recorded, I do. I'd do it right now, at night, but the problem is, I'm an expressive reader. I tend to get excited when the characters get excited and sometimes can't control the volume of my voice, which can lead to problems in the recording, mostly clipping. So, I have to wait until the day, but then I have to also wait until someone is finished vacuuming, then the house will be quiet and my laptop interference free,
Stupid and naive that is what i am.n35CblXpHrGZdq7Z
Kind-hearted Aussie Angel
a lesson, before agreeing to anything find out what it is first.. dont just promise
i want to laugh so much.1i2gqI6fvnlrP0V5
When will love return to my life.
I just keep hopping from place to place.
I never stay too long.
I just keep moving singing a song.
So you better stop me if you want to chat.
Or you will never know where I am at.
Idk anymore, but it is driving me crazy everytime I think of it. So I won't.
Kind-hearted Aussie Angel
Worried that my friend may get hurt really badly and disappear....
How to give each of my frinds some loving and how to take care of them from afar and close by
I am suffering withdrawl. Have not written a word of a story for four days. That is so bad.
I just keep hopping from place to place.
I never stay too long.
I just keep moving singing a song.
So you better stop me if you want to chat.
Or you will never know where I am at.
Kind-hearted Aussie Angel
Less than a week... Starting to think I might not be as lucky this time round, as I was last time...
All of the things I NEED to get done around the house
Work.. The revolving hours are taking it's toll
Idk, i just feel alone suddenly. Like i just want to lash out and run and find the nearest friend... i been feeling strange things lately, mainly stuff i haven't felt in years. It is confusing that they suddenly come back to the surface.
I want so many things.
I want my ninja.
I want summer to be over.
I want to understand my friends decisions.
I want everyone to be happy.
I want to write.
I want to get out of this damn house
I want my parents to back off.
I want to accept things as they are.
I want to live my own life.
I want to be accepted for me.
And mainly I want others to accept the things around me.
To make my friends happy somehow in my own little way
I should leave for a while, i caused trouble without knowing i was causing trouble. Sometimes harmless actions becomes deadly daggers. Maybe this proves to me that i am too nosy and curious for ny own good and just back off for a while. I am too nice for my own good and stick my neck out for others, but even that has a cost. So i am just lost now. I was sad shortly before but just lost now.
Hiw do you forgive someone? Because i need to forgive myself.
After some debate with my alter ego, she didn't slap me this time either, perhaps she gone soft? I doubt it, but anyways, I think it best that i look at it in a different point of veiw. I don't forgive, i won't forget, and i am a pathological hothead. I can't handle being abandoned by my friends, i hurt those who hurt me, i hurt thise who hurt my friends even more.
So what happens when a friend hurts me? Well then, may as well be abandoned and forget them.
goodbye everyone forever.
I'm not coming back..
too painful.
best of luck.
My daughters...blood AND virtual!!