lots things run through my head all the time new thing to write about or just thinking about my job, my kids, and why I have such a crazy life why I can't have a steady relationship because I am scared to commit to anyone. Life is never easy or simple though we wise it was people think I am strong be inside my self is way different. I try to be the best person I can be making mistakes along the way. Just random thoughts
I want to kill him, let me kill him. He may be three times my size, but I can bring him down. He may be stronge, but I am hurt him badly. He may be faster, but I will destroy him. He hurt my friend, I will get him back for it.
him the man I love he knows me best he put up with a lot of my stupid shit he is my best friend I love him with all my heart I was blind to what was there man stupid me he was right there all along...
my heart beat when i love. my heart stops when i cry
Something took my spot from me. That was my favorite place to go! Something sinister took it. Don't know what but it better vacate soon or it will have me to deal with and me pissed off is a force to be reckoned with.
Here.. here is your spot back.. take it...
It has been recently brought to my attention that because I play my electric guitar unamplified, I tend to overplay. That is, I strike too hard on the strings. This is fine when playing unamplified, but when playing amplified, creates problems, such as feedback, distortion where it isn't wanted, and other crap. I need to work upon this.
Hoping my Tomorrow: chapter eight is accepted pretty soon... I just submitted it, but still... I want people to read and comment...
Plus, I am trying to decide whether to or to not . On the one hand... I have school tomorrow... on the other... it sounds freaking amazing right now.
The idea of the broken prince keeps going through my mind....
I hate being here right now
An idea that I had. Can't say too much, but it could be the start of something new and cool.
Kind-hearted Aussie Angel
Hoping tomorrow is much better than today....
I'm sorry I'm self-invloved right now...
I have Robert on my mind and my body is very uncomfy with my various things wrong with me.
Can't breathe... this has been happening since fifth grade now... I need to figure this out. Just breathe... just breathe...
I am in so much pain right now
i am wondering if i should or shouldn't....
My upcoming trip ..shopping tomorrow ..do I have everything ..shesh my phone bill
My devices and accounts always get bugs in them. Grr.
Idk... just lonely. And very tired...
MOTHER'S DAY! I can't wait to make all this yummy stuff:
-Grilled Salmon w/ Savory Strawberry Sauce (sauce recipe in Post Recipe thread)
-Carrots a la Orange (also on Post Recipes thread)
-Crab Ravioli w/ melted butter, salt & pepper
-Scratch-made Carrot Cake w/ Cream Cheese frosting
I LOVE this ^.^
Just another Sunday. Finished Vampire Murders series and last part goes up today. Now the real work begins. Time to put it out for the world in a real ebook form.
I just keep hopping from place to place.
I never stay too long.
I just keep moving singing a song.
So you better stop me if you want to chat.
Or you will never know where I am at.
To write or not to write? To write means moving, getting into a sitting position and typing away, a concept I'm not keen on, even though it does also mean getting thoughts and fantasies out of my head. Granted, thoughts that aren't very heavy, but have the potential to be and fantasies that I'm enjoying having in my head. To not write means courting insanity, but also wallowing in potentially dangerous (not in a psychological way, but in a physical way), yet arousing, thoughts. Tough decisions, innit. I'll probably just recline and watch t'internet go by.